I wish you know
How often I tried to find excuses for you
And how I did my utmost to repair a shaky relationship
While you always showed a lack of interest in me
And devised new means to distant yourself and go your way
I wish you know
How painful to have my hopes suddenly crushed
To have my feelings fragmented
And my heart torn between your hands
My disappointment in you has dealt me a slap
And killed me while I am still in my prime
Indeed you have never felt my pains
I wish you know
My struggles with that cold hand squeezing my heart
And those pangs that have occupied my soul
And that pain that has heavily perched on my chest
I wish you know
My heart's pain, the fear that surrounds me
And the bereavement that fill my being
You know
If you truly loved me
You wouldn't have left me to suffer so
At points of departure
If you truly loved me
You wouldn't have let the blows of injustice
Strike at my sides
If you loved me
You would have stretched forth your hand to help me
Whenever I besought you for assurance
But, alas
You never loved me
Perhaps you know that you are the worst
Of my life's stations
And that you are the losing card
That it is time for it to be shredded
